¹ne·glect
Pronunciation: \ni-ˈglekt\ Function: transitive verb

1 : to give little attention or respect to : disregard
2 : to leave undone or unattended to especially through carelessness

ive been having dreams of being neglected or being attacked with this pregnancy. ive been trying to figure out why. either someone is trying to attack me or im looking for help and no one hears me. the only thing i came up with is that maybe my past is haunting me? maybe my past traumatized me, so my dreams are making me think im going to be neglected again. my hormones are sensitive. i tell jesse my dreams because they affect me greatly. i actually wake up feeling neglected, attacked or sad.

SoCal Grandmother
have you heard or read the story about the elderly woman who was abducted after having her carpet cleaned in La Mesa? she was kept in a trunk of a car for 2 days without food or water! oh my, my heart began to get tighter & tighter as i read more on this case. i dont understand how these teens can have the heart to do such a thing. ugh. im so disgusted!
read full story here: SoCal Grandmother Recounts Her 26 Hour Abduction
i have a thing for all these FBI investigative stories. i swear. id be an awesome FBI and smooth criminal. i think ive mentioned that before. whateverrrrr.

i think this is all i have to say for today. i havent had to do homework and didnt do any for the past week. thank goodness ! i dont have any major projects due. it feels awesome! the boys are with their father as well. even though i miss my boys dearly, it always feels great to refresh my mind with alone time.

---NEWSFLASH--
why do i have a feeling jesse DOESNT go on my blogspot? he says he doesnt know it. i GASPED and answered, 'you dont even do on my myspace do you? because its in BIG BOLD LETTERS!' WHAT A DOOOOOOKY !! jesse youre a dooooooky!
[he knows im writing this because i just said im gonna blog about him]