MY REFRIGERATOR.
im so tired. i woke up this morning and did my daily routine that i call life. gave my boys a quick bath then walked to the bus stop and waited for tom. tom is the guy who drived calebs school bus. hes a funny old man. afterwards, jacob and i walked back home and i started the dirty business. my mom has been bugging me for the past month now about my refrigerator. so...today i decided to clean that dirty old thang. i know, nasty right? its about time because little by little people keep asking me and telling me to clean my refrigerator. i make it sound like i had maggots crawling around and mold growing, dont i? well dont worry it wasnt that bad. i just had spilled syrup and packets of ketcup laying around w/ some other good stuff. haha. i feel accomplished though because its spick and span! i want to take a nap but i still have to put my clothes away. im so pooooooped! on a brighter note, my plants are starting to grow. well, not the one caleb gave me but the other one. i dont see flowers coming out yet so im kind of sad. i think i planted them right. ill wait another week.

JACOB-RYUHO MATANZA SUNAHARA.
what jacob and i do while caleb is at school =] mamas boy love.



CALEB TAKA-SHI MATANZA SUNAHARA.
calebs spring pictures are tomorrow. im suppose to dress him up in spring colors. im excited when its picture day. the only thing that worries me is if hes gonna cooperate and smile! ha. caleb has these little toys is carries with him everywhere...they feel like foam so its soft and theyre shaped like puzzle pieces. i watch him everyday when he plays with them and think to myself, wow hes so smart. he entertains himself with these things. he picks up about 10 of them at the most. if hes carrying all 10 and 2 accidently fall out of his hands, he will go back and pick up the two with the 8 still wrapped under his other arm. its pretty funny. he brings to the living room and throws ALL of them on the couch. once he see that every single one is on the couch he will then go on the couch, sit down grab all of them again and then throw it on the floor. he'll smile, laugh, bounce up and down. and then...hell get off the couch, pick them up off the floor and put it back on the couch. hell do this twice and then bring all of them to his room. hes got patience and wisdom. he has downsyndrome and a case of autism but you know, hes a smart boy.


**if you all wonder why i put sunahara instead of ortega its because thats wills last name. sunahara is the last name of his biological father, so i decide to put that instead.

CHALRTON HESTON
october 4, 1923- april 5, 2008

he passed away during the weeked. he played moses in the movie, the ten commandments and was also in armageddon.


OTHER NEWS
have you heard the news about the polygomist sect in el dorado texas? oh my. more than 200 children and women were taken away from a ranch after a call by a 16 yearold was made reporting abuse and rape occuring in the ranch. from what ive read, incest was being practice where they would marry their own relative. a 15 year old was going to give birth to her fathers baby. can you say, outrageous? im disgusted by the man who brainwashed these kids. it was said that everyone who lived at this ranch [which was about 2000 acres] didnt know anything about the outside world except that it was a 'bad' world. they were being described as people who seemed like they came from another world. they knew nothing, didnt even know what to do with a crayon. if i can fly to texas right now, i would jus to lend a hand. i feel so sympathetic for all those who were held under that man control.

toodles.